Love

I wonder if being in love can really make you happy. I guess if you love the person enough, nothing can make you sad if it's mutual, but one sided love does hurt. You can't just fall in love in one strike.

The Lost

When you lose yourself and who you truly are, then what is the point of living. When I make a friend I remember every moment of the time we met, the times we hanged out, the fights, the makeups, but what hurts the most is that when you just lose a friend, for without knowing the reason. When suddenly a friend stops talking to you and you don't know the reason why. Time changes people suddenly, sometimes too suddenly, when you wish that nothing changed at all that's when it hits. Sometimes you try to find reason with yourself, sometimes you go into denial and sometimes you try to blame yourself for what ever reason that you don't know why.

When I a friend stops talking to me, I still try to talk to them, I try very hard to keep the friendship going, even if it's painful. Being ignored is a normal, being lost in reason and thought is also normal, but destroying's oneself is a part of what happens to me. To me my friends are just as important as my family, because my friends are like family to me. So it hurts when suddenly one stops talking to me.

Regret

Regret is one thing, there are always things we regret, living in the past is a sad thing, but we learn from what we have done don't we? I've done many things I regretted, I wish I could take some of them back, but nothing can change what has happened. Everything is irreplaceable so better treasure everything now.

What is life to me

Everything we do, everyone we meet, there is a reason why it happens. Everything is determined by the choices we make. Every choice we make causes a ripple in our lives and can resonate with other people's lives also. Be it bad or good every decision we make shapes our future. Everything that happens is from a line of fate; an encounter, a conversation, friendship, love; nothing happens without reason.

Love is an example of one of life's choices. From a meeting and continually being with each other, being able to accept each other for who they are one can say they are truly in love. Being open to one another is the one step that it takes to create a connection to each other's hearts. If you are willing to change for the person you love, if you are willing to accept them for who they are it's all your choice.

I will not regret anything I have done and anything that happened to me, because it makes me who I am. Every experience I have made, every friendship I enter nothing would make me regret. As for feelings of love, I have not experienced the feeling yet, and I don't think I can fall in love anytime soon. I obviously have problems if I'm writing this I'm just a weirdo.