The Lost

When you lose yourself and who you truly are, then what is the point of living. When I make a friend I remember every moment of the time we met, the times we hanged out, the fights, the makeups, but what hurts the most is that when you just lose a friend, for without knowing the reason. When suddenly a friend stops talking to you and you don't know the reason why. Time changes people suddenly, sometimes too suddenly, when you wish that nothing changed at all that's when it hits. Sometimes you try to find reason with yourself, sometimes you go into denial and sometimes you try to blame yourself for what ever reason that you don't know why.

When I a friend stops talking to me, I still try to talk to them, I try very hard to keep the friendship going, even if it's painful. Being ignored is a normal, being lost in reason and thought is also normal, but destroying's oneself is a part of what happens to me. To me my friends are just as important as my family, because my friends are like family to me. So it hurts when suddenly one stops talking to me.